the restart button April 20, 2008

actually i was quite reluctant to do this post. my brain is dry, out of juices to give me the right ideas, and i’m seriously lazy to do all the shit i must and REALLY do. ugh, okay. start with today. kinda pissed by everything today, every thing was so last minute that i decided not to go or meet up with any shit people ( opps, sorry if i offended anyone ) my mood wasn’t like usual, kinda irritated by most of my friends. 

 

when to this gig at homeclub, was suppose to be like going with all my bestfriends, but it turns out only two of them when with me. i guess maybe we’re like mostly in different poly or either different school in ngee ann poly. oh, and i have to like beg one of them tag along, i am so pathetic. im not very sure whether i should trust this phrase from all my seniors ” secondary friends are friends that will last forever.” cause i am not feeling it, and i’m jealous of the new friends my best friend made in his poly. ( they even took photos! ugh. )

 

yeah, they are awfully awesome friends, but distance really do drift us apart. oh well, i guess it is like repeating the past again. from primary school to secondary school, and from secondary school to polytechnic. i’ll still be knowing new friends no matter where i go, where i am. but it’s really different in poly compared to secondary school, maybe we spend more time together in secondary than in poly? ah, and it’s strange that i am actually more quiet now. so unlike me.

 

actually come to think about it, i didn’t really keep in touch with any of my primary school friends, even since i got my own groups of friend in secondary school. and worse still, i cant remember a single thing i have done with my primary school friends. gee,  so just hopefully i wont do the same to my secondary school friends, and i must make a deal that i must and will keep in contact with them no matter what. Even though i doesn’t really have the time! 

 

Talk about secondary school life, it really rock my socks! The paper plane throwing, throwing our lungs from one block to another, skipping lessons to chill at the “mac-tables”, wow it’s all so memorable. And when we got screwed by teachers, it was still kind of funny. And i totally love amaths period, my classmates and i can just walked out of the class or even better, take our bags and leave the school. It was pretty havoc back then. AND I LOVE IT! and oh my, they even made teachers cry. the principal and vice-principal have to come down personally to our class to supervise us. but now, i’ve to push the restart button. 

 

Yeah, in a whole new environment now, called the Ngee Ann Polytechnic. In a course that most people will ask me what it is about, or give me the “huh” face ( with a big question mark imprint on their face too ), but i am sure, i can say my course is the coolest among all courses in singapore, cause i get to touch and feel ( woah!! shiok-ness ) those cameras in studio. But since im like in a whole new environment, which means making new friends is essential, which i really hate to do so, cause i must repeat everything what i’ve done in secondary school& primary school. Ugh, troublesome. 

 

But wait! that doesn’t mean that i DON’T WANNA make friends, is just that i must speak out or something and i am really lazy especially early in the morning. Still, i am glad currently i’ve got some really cool friends in my class now, and you don’t exactly want to know how we know each other, cause it’s pretty strange i can tell you. ah, yeah and they are fun. FULL OF SURPRISES TOO! erm, yeah. school’s tomorrow, and surprisingly to say, i cant wait to see my classmates. so, TOODLES!