da da da da. May 24, 2008

i am actually out of topic to talk about. i’ve been pouring what happened and stuff. okay.

 

ive been attending gigs. at least once at week. DARN WEIRD, no time to do my assignments cause of it. actually i can don’t go for it, but instead. . . yeah i did. not only to support my friends, but also to enjoy live music. ( plus some are FREE, so why not? )

 

but some gigs i go for, erm. some band really sucks, especially those rock metal! it gives me headache and is seriously SHIITY. sometimes watching the guys playing guitar, woah! i’ve to say, they look really cool! ESPECIALLY MY FRIEND, (CRUSH) AARON. hopefully he dont read this. cause i won’t want him to know i am his crush. HAHA.

 

wasting some of my time, slacking, chilling at gigs, hmmmmm is really what i enjoy the best. UGH, LIVE MUSIC! so i don’t mind a shit! even though, it is like every week hahaha, loadsa people like different kinds of music. AND FOR ME, i think if the lyrics is meaningful, and how it goes with it, is really important. but still, hard rock metal, still … SUCKS. and, techno too. EEEEEEEEEEEEW.

 

my mummy loves to nag at me, if i go for gigs. shittttttttz, HOW?  but i really do enjoy it, and i think next week there’s another GIG. AHH so dead.  DEATH. OH, i forgotten to mention! i went fr ADIN’S GIG TODAY, and it really ROCK SOCKS. IT ROCK AS MUCH AS ME, or maybe more. HAHHAa. ADIN VOCAL IS DA BOMB. and i really love to see him, if he strips from the back again. OPPS, why am i typing that out. HAHAH.

 

and everyone needs music in their life. dont tell me, you guys dont tap ur feet or try to hum something out of randomness! cause everyone does that. even my DAD. HAHAHA, and his vocal sucks. music is everywhere, the birds chipping, the sound from the wind chime. AH, it’s EVERYWHERE. even the ripples from water can form music, if you listen carefully.

 

dancing with music, erm. is what i love to do the most!

 

and out of no where! we do sing out some random songs. HAHA, its crazy though, but it’s fun. and it is interesting to check out what song my friend is humming, and HUM TOGETHER. woah, funky coool shit.

 

yeah, and so this is for now. MUSIC IS MY LIFE cause MY LIFE IS MUSIC. the beat of the drum in your HEART. “LET’S DANCE” by 5ive. i know it is kinda outdated, but nice to dance to TOOODLES.

IM IN SCHOOL! May 15, 2008

the first ever post i type it in school.

 

school was boring and i was daydreaming most of my time. even way before when i try to do my assignments. in my mind, all i could think about what’s gonna happen tomorrow.

 

 

oh gosh, poly life is more taxing than secondary school life.

 

 

everyday i climb up the overhead bridge which is a menace to those half-awake student. At least once in a week, i see people trying to lift their heavy legs up the concrete stairs and fail to get pass it, and they trip. even though it’s funny, i know one day it will be my turn.

 

poly life. One word. HAPPENING!

 

okay, I cant deny poly life is awesomely fun and exciting. But, too much just drains off my energy like tap on full blast. And climbing up and down the steep walkway to FMS block really sucks ( plus the weather is friggling hot. )

 

is life changing too rapidly for me to catch up? Cause I think I am seriously lagging behind. I do last minute work, and my reaction isn’t working well as the night falls. Need to concentrate in CLASS, no matter what.

I should have managed my time better. SERIOUSLY. Now I am suffering, not very sure of what assignments I got and how am I suppose to do. Ugh, it really irritates me. 

handle my time wisely, ah! that’s what I must really really tell myself about. EVERYDAY.

yixin is getting lazier and lazier, and no mood to continue typing. TOODLES.

allgrownupmeansnomorecelebration? May 11, 2008

happy mothers’ day to all mothers!

 

yup, today is mothers’ day, but i didnt get to celebrate with my mum like we normally do every year. this is not surprising though, i guess. hmmm, how about me spilling all about it.

 

actually i stayed out the whole day and night on saturday. i was actually chatting and fooling around with my friends after our movie “SPEED RACER”. ( since we missed our last bus! ) and by the time i get up the first train from harbourfront back home, i was too tired to move, and so when i reached home. i got into my 2minutes of ZEN ( anthony! shengsiong! the WEIRD PHRASE! ) and into my 12hours of dreamland. F.Y.I, i slept at 6plus am, so that means i woke up at 6pm!

 

SO THATS WHEN I MISS OUT THE WHOLE FREAKING THING. MY MUM JUST LET ME SLEEP THROUGH, while mum and siblings went out to places ( i don’t exactly know WHERE! ). BUT from what my sister told me, they didnt celebrate mother’s day at all, but just went to visit my uncle and theme park. OH MY! WHERE’S THE NORMAL FAMILY SPIRIT!
but come to think about it, it isnt surprising at all afterall.

 

we didnt celebrate mine or my elder sister brithday. so, my conclusion is that.. once we get older, celebration is no longer required. but is that TRUE?

 

IT AINT TRUE LA! OH PLEASE. birthday is like only once a year. AND SO DOES MOTHERS’ DAY! why didnt my dad bring us out to DINNER or anything? buy my mummy something nice or watsoever. AND IT IS THE FREAKING FIRST TIME, MY ELDER SISTER DIDNT ASK ME GO OUT TO GET SOMETHING FOR MUMMY. and my younger siblings didnt even do a CARD for her.

 

and no one bother to wake me up! ( i did set alarm, and it’s TWO ALARM, for goodness sake. )

 

kinda pissed. no one bother to do anything. in the end, i have to suggest maybe to order a home delivery. and to my disappointment, it WAS KFC. UGH, SHUCKS. ( hoping for sushi or at least PIZZA! )

 

nnonoonono, whatever it is. we still need to celebrate occasion! cause it happens only once a YEAR. and it’s important! it strengthens one family! we cant just neglect it! ugh, I SHOULD have wake myself up, rather than being an total idiot pig sleeping for frigggling TWELVE HOURS!! now i have to buy nothing for my dad to make it fair for my mum ( my mum gets jealous easily. )

 

NEED TO WORK THIS OUT! ;D

my warm hole. May 3, 2008

 

from what you can see from the pictures. yeah, thats where i’ve been sleeping, doing my work, lazing around and throwing my stuff. and if you’re wondering why izzit so “tidy” AH, i should tell you why!

 

i love the way it is!

 

and it totally reflects on how i am!! bright colours; cheerful i guess? the untidy part?; it shows why im not a typical girl ( CLEAN and SHINY and SPARKLING? ), i love an adventurous kind of life and stuff. . . that people find me weird?. i like it when it’s all messy and stuff place all around too, cause i can find my stuff easily. and it wont take like a WHOLE freaking hour to find a single pen out. cause i know this pile got all my shit PENS. and this pile got all my kick ASS bags. and i think MESSY is cool, erm, in my own point of view i guess. AND i love to decorate my noteboard full of papers, useless once, meaningful once. actually it shows, where i’ve been to, encouraging letters from girlfriends, my birthday cards and some weird ” who owe me money” list, “what i MUST do” list and stuff. kind of a motivation board, that i will always look at

 

 

i suppose you guys must be thinking, ” why didnt your mum ask you to clean it up? “, ok, she did. and she failed not once, but a dozen million times. i clean it up, but the next day, it is back again! so why CLEAN? and i WONT ALLOW MY MAID TO EVER TOUCH MY stuff, cause i’ll get fed up if i cant find my stuff. I’ll throw my tantrum at anyone who tries to cheer me up or help me find my stuff. ( my temper ain’t good )

 

so. why am i showing you my room? cause i havent been spending time with it. i’ve been freaking busy in school, CCAs, CLASSES, HOP, FRENCH, and maybe a little time out with my secondary school buddies and girlfriends. I THINK MY BED misses ME too, like how i miss it. I only get to sleep for maybe, 6hrs the most, during the weekdays (school days), i didnt even get to do my normal “bedtime” routine; cuddle myself behind the blanket before i turn in! (fell right straight to my dreamland) ughh, and i am wondering why am i so disorganize!

 

I cant seems to organize my time well, always squeezing every little activities i have together. WHICH totally sucks, cause i am tiring myself everyday! i guess the room really reflects me, DISORGANIZE. &that is why i’ve to get to change my lifestyle.
ways to improve myself:
1. get an organizer!
2. jot EVERYTHING down on the organizer ( that is what an organizer is FOR
3. check on it daily.
4. do not agree on every outing.
5. ALWAYS find time for myself.
6. (SUPER IMPORTANT) assignments COME FIRST.
7. SLEEP EARLY, ( dont do work in the WEE HOURS )

 

i think thats about it, erm, but for my ROOM? i think i will still keep it as the way it is. cause it is my own personal WARM HOLE afterall. I LOVE IT THE WAY IT IS

AND I DID MY WORK OKAY! sooooooo TOODLES.