my warm hole. May 3, 2008

 

from what you can see from the pictures. yeah, thats where i’ve been sleeping, doing my work, lazing around and throwing my stuff. and if you’re wondering why izzit so “tidy” AH, i should tell you why!

 

i love the way it is!

 

and it totally reflects on how i am!! bright colours; cheerful i guess? the untidy part?; it shows why im not a typical girl ( CLEAN and SHINY and SPARKLING? ), i love an adventurous kind of life and stuff. . . that people find me weird?. i like it when it’s all messy and stuff place all around too, cause i can find my stuff easily. and it wont take like a WHOLE freaking hour to find a single pen out. cause i know this pile got all my shit PENS. and this pile got all my kick ASS bags. and i think MESSY is cool, erm, in my own point of view i guess. AND i love to decorate my noteboard full of papers, useless once, meaningful once. actually it shows, where i’ve been to, encouraging letters from girlfriends, my birthday cards and some weird ” who owe me money” list, “what i MUST do” list and stuff. kind of a motivation board, that i will always look at

 

 

i suppose you guys must be thinking, ” why didnt your mum ask you to clean it up? “, ok, she did. and she failed not once, but a dozen million times. i clean it up, but the next day, it is back again! so why CLEAN? and i WONT ALLOW MY MAID TO EVER TOUCH MY stuff, cause i’ll get fed up if i cant find my stuff. I’ll throw my tantrum at anyone who tries to cheer me up or help me find my stuff. ( my temper ain’t good )

 

so. why am i showing you my room? cause i havent been spending time with it. i’ve been freaking busy in school, CCAs, CLASSES, HOP, FRENCH, and maybe a little time out with my secondary school buddies and girlfriends. I THINK MY BED misses ME too, like how i miss it. I only get to sleep for maybe, 6hrs the most, during the weekdays (school days), i didnt even get to do my normal “bedtime” routine; cuddle myself behind the blanket before i turn in! (fell right straight to my dreamland) ughh, and i am wondering why am i so disorganize!

 

I cant seems to organize my time well, always squeezing every little activities i have together. WHICH totally sucks, cause i am tiring myself everyday! i guess the room really reflects me, DISORGANIZE. &that is why i’ve to get to change my lifestyle.
ways to improve myself:
1. get an organizer!
2. jot EVERYTHING down on the organizer ( that is what an organizer is FOR
3. check on it daily.
4. do not agree on every outing.
5. ALWAYS find time for myself.
6. (SUPER IMPORTANT) assignments COME FIRST.
7. SLEEP EARLY, ( dont do work in the WEE HOURS )

 

i think thats about it, erm, but for my ROOM? i think i will still keep it as the way it is. cause it is my own personal WARM HOLE afterall. I LOVE IT THE WAY IT IS

AND I DID MY WORK OKAY! sooooooo TOODLES.